Romance. Like I get on an intellectual level why people couple up and all, evolution and all that, and that people strongly desire it, but Ive never been able to imagine exactly what it feels like to want that close of a relationship with someone, let alone a formalized and exclusive one.
I want essentially a roommate who is cute, but not really sex. I just don’t really understand it beyond a means to an end.
Granted when I started estrogen I got the bombshell news that I am possibly intersex(?) with ~5x less than minimum normal levels of testosterone so that probably has something to do with it
it’s been about a month on E and my sex drive has plummeted even further than it was before. It’s interesting.
Romance. Like I get on an intellectual level why people couple up and all, evolution and all that, and that people strongly desire it, but Ive never been able to imagine exactly what it feels like to want that close of a relationship with someone, let alone a formalized and exclusive one.
I want essentially a roommate who is cute, but not really sex. I just don’t really understand it beyond a means to an end.
Granted when I started estrogen I got the bombshell news that I am possibly intersex(?) with ~5x less than minimum normal levels of testosterone so that probably has something to do with it
it’s been about a month on E and my sex drive has plummeted even further than it was before. It’s interesting.